Day Five- I awake in the morning with a positive mindset,I said my prayers, put on clothes,made my cot and head outside. Skipping breakfast because I had some apples I put away I browsed through the city for more work an purchased a Five dollar “line shape up” to look presentable to the people I talk to. I head back just in time for lunch,Turkey sandwiches an Fruit with Milk,I sit in the lunchroom at a table with two guys talking about Jesus Christ. One black guy in his mid 40s with dreads an a Hispanic guy also in his later 40s with gray hair an glasses. I continue to eat quietly an listen to them talk. The man with dreads was tell the Hispanic guy how he asked for God to use him the Hispanic guy agreed an told a story a personal story. The Hispanic guy says in 1994 he was depressed an seriously about to kill himself, feeling bad he went to a persist an he said the persist made he feel worse then when he came in with his presences, he said that the persist spirit was cold an not inviting so he left an went to an hotel. He said he had a picture of his wife and kids in his top jacket pocket,rum an a bottle of sleeping pills, he asked the Lord to save him for what he was about to do. He took the pills and drunk the rum an woke up in Darkness, he yelled “Where I am I” an Fire Exploded in front of his eyes, he said he seen a tall dark figure in a black robe but he didn’t have a face standing over top of him laughing at him,then he heard a voice the said if you can run to that door an make it out to the door before it shuts you can make it out. So he begun to run as fast as he can an as he runs the doors began to close slowly as he runs in that second he makes it out the darkness an he sees a convertible drop top with a Angel on the hood of the convertible with Gold skin an wool hair with a letter. As he make it out of the darkness he begins to turn to look back an before he got a chance to turn the Angel on the hood of the convertible yelled an said “DON’T LOOK BACK” with a Great voice so he gets in the convertible an drives off an as his drive he begins to cry an tears began to stream down his face,the message was “JESUS CHRIST WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU”. Then he says as we continue to eat “i did not think I would be sharing that today,but it must of have been for somebody to hear it” then he end his story with a prayer. I sat in silence as he finished got up an left the lunchroom. As the man in the dreads continued to eat his lunch, I finished an left the table telling the man in the dreads “Bless you” an walk to my cot. I thought about the Hispanic man story an begin to pray giving the Glory an honor to Jesus Christ. I took a nap an woke up in time for Dinner, Turkey in pineapple sauce an mashed sweet potato, I take my lunch an head to the table I sat at lunchtime. I seen the Hispanic man sitting at the next table across, immediately I put my dinner down to shake his hand an said “Thank you for the story earlier,it was for me to hear” then I when back to the with my dinner an began to eat. He came to my table after he finished an introduce himself an said “My name is Reggie” if you ever want to talk come to me, I told him Thank you an to Stay Blessed, finished an left the lunchroom to my cot. -Stay Blessed in Jesus Christ name Amen.
Day Four-I awake Sunday morning with GOD on my mind, I put on clothes an head to the lunchroom for Breakfast, one brand muffin & one milk I take. I look at the sky an say a Silent Prayer to God an finished the brand muffin in the lunchroom. I look for sermons on my phone an find one of my favorite Pastors “Tye Tribbett”, he talks about -Snapping out of it-. Basically when the Devil is scared of you he keeps you in Bondage, like the Pharaoh did with the Egyptians. He said you wouldn’t chain down a squirrel because your not scared of it but you would chain a Loin or a Bear because if it gets loosened,it would destroy everything. So right now an forever Satan is Scared of me, so he tries to keep me in Bondage. But I’m Snapping out of it,in the Bible Peter started to sink when he took his eye’s off Jesus Christ when walking on water in the Storm. He told us to keep our eyes on Jesus Christ because your Friends an Family are still on the boat an your walk is different but by focusing on Jesus Christ he makes it Perfect to come to him in any situation you have to keep your eyes on him. Even though you are weak “He who is in him is greater than the World” so we have to keep moving fourth with the plans God has for us, everyone has purpose on this earth. When we speak “The Lords Word” we put on the Armor of Jesus Christ an when we move on our words we take Authority over all negativity and Defeat the enemy. I start to write more ideas an touch more on the movie script I’m writing, lunch is time is in view, Chicken patty with a small carton of “Apple Grape” Juice an Fruit for lunch. I eat an continue to write, the time ticks until I look up an it’s dinner time Ravioli Pasta with tomato sauce an vegetables Steamed out. I begin to eat in the lunchroom an listen to different men talk about there day, I sit in silence and I pray for lost, confused an Faithful. Then I head to my cot to read the Word an think about Jesus Christ. GOD Bless
Day Three -I wake before the sun hits the sky the time 6:30am i get up to put on clothes,wash my face an head to the line were I receive my breakfast package,one small brand muffin with a milk,I eat an watch the sun rise. I look into the clouds an talk to God silently. I head outside to learn different parts of New York an to clear my mind. After walking around the city I returned to the shelter to receive lunch, but there’s pint up anger inside the line with two Men arguing to receive there Peanut Butter and Jelly sandwiches. I guess there where having Flashbacks of incarceration so I step back, the anger of the two men simmers down I take my lunch an head out of there way. I go to my cot to write New Ideas for the future, I revised a ruff daft paper I wrote about a movie then go into prayer an rest. I awake with the time of 6:15pm so I head to the dinner line. Beef an Rice stir fry with green beans an coffee for the drink. I look for an open seat in the lunch room, a lot of the men there sit in segregated groups Blacks,Whites & Spanish. I found an empty seat in the right corner table, eat an leave the lunch room, I keep to myself an make no new friends. I look down on no one, I feel as though everyone deserves a fair chance in life an Generation. I pray for everyone an Leave everything to the Lord Jesus Christ to make Judgement, I’m blessed for Revelation and I find new ways to express myself though Prayer,Writing & Reading the Word. I will always walk in Faith, to all stay Blessed.
Day Two:6:10am I awake to see my roommate,no name,5’6 Puerto Rican with all the tattoos N.Y. can offer in my room. I fold my sheets & pillow case and head to the bathroom to brush my teeth. The Sun had not risen by the time I came back to my room so I say a prayer an take Authority over any negative person,place or thing against me. 7:00am I head to the breakfast line which smell like burnt coffee an suey sauce from the Chinese store,I sign my name on paper to receive my breakfast pack. One egg an cheese on a mashed flour water patty,with one bite I tasted all flour so I chose to receive the fat from the milk an the nutrients from the orange in my pocket. I sit in the lobby to be asked by a older Mexican man in he’s 40’s, “what’s the weather today” -3° , I responded an looked at the weeks calendar without favor being as the temperature doesn’t pass -1°.Watching different personality walked pass,Prayers I say for them all. My feelings are loneliness an I feel that GOD is angry at me, so I repent an ask for what I’ve done wrong to be removed off my record, I pray that God hears my prayers. I spent lunch looking for work and helped an elderly woman look for a taxis, I don’t know why Nyc taxi drivers don’t stop for black people,i find it very ridiculous. I watch 10 taxis drive pass me. Finally we accomplish to get a Taxi,night time approaches an I head to the shelter. The time 6:20pm an it’s time to receive my dinner pack,Ravioli & cheese in tomato sauce burnt to perfection with coffee an milk for the drink,the line smells increase of old piss & prostitution. I’m blessed to have a place to sleep but I truly believe that GOD doesn’t want me to inhale too hard,I eat an don’t take nothing for granted. I pray that God watches over me, I finished an head towards my cot with 3 apples I pocketed from dinner,I saved for later. I continue to read more of GOD words from my Bible an focus on his eye’s so Pure & Relieving, I pictured me in the Kingdom an Jesus Christ on his thrown with ALL POWER.
Day one: Discretion
Made calls & text that no one picked up or called back.
Only God can bring me out of this.
Paperwork & Photo,Feels like a prisoner,Strick Rules for All,I keep my Stressed mind on GOD an stick to The Word :Job
A134 the cot & a lock for my 5 bags,3 other cots join me,quiet I pray in my head an take Authority over any negative person,place or thing around me,6:30pm I stand in line with strong smells of Piss an Alcohol to receive my dinner pack,tomato patty w noodles an vegetables all Burnt for flavor,one milk box and fruit on the table that can’t be chewed by others with no teeth.I eat,Hot puppy Chow to keep my humor,I think when will the suffering be over,I hold on to God promise,I watch men with all problems wandering,Jail,Addiction,Mental, Staff that talks to people like there aliens,I think I’m the youngest Guy here,I focus on Jesus Christ eyes. I keep a few apples for snack later,I can’t stop creating,I remember my spiritual DNA an move in Faith,i know Satan can’t touch me.